Christian, never apologize for being a Calvinist! These are not empty and futile thoughts.
While talking to someone at work on the Sovereignty of God, I was accused of being a fatalist. We looked up the word together and the definition stated that a fatalist believes that all things are controlled by Fate. I've never met Fate, nor read it's book, however, I do believe in the One who lovingly controls all things and saves His people from their sins. From the book that I'm currently reading, we see that:
"If there is one Christian who stresses belief in God, it is the Calvinist. His first and last thought everywhere is God. This is the golden thread that colors the whole of Calvinistic theology. Everything depends upon God. Religion, although it blesses man, exists not for Man, but in the last analysis for God. 'Of Him and Through and To Him are all things"' Consider the Calvinist's view regarding the universe of created things. Not only does he believe that it was created by God, but all that occurs in it; whether in nature or in human life, he holds to be but the unfolding of the divine plan for the ages. Even sin does not happen as an accident. God willingly permitted sin, lets it work according to its own inherent nature, and controls for His own Glory. God works upon this creation in either of two ways. He works through the normal operations of the universe. Men, even sinful men in nature, act freely according to their own impulses or laws. They are, however, only the secondary causes; behind them lies God, as the first cause of all things. He, without compelling secondary causes to act contrary to their own nature and choice, brings to pass all that happens to the universe. The second method that God operates upon this world is by miracles: special revelation, inspiration, wonders, incarnation, physical resurrection, regeneration, and sanctification. The Calvinist does not rest content, whether he views the normal operations of nature or God's special, miraculous revelations, until he traced all events back to God and dedicated them to him." Basic Ideas of Calvinism, H. Henry Meeter
Praise God!
Genesis 20:6
6 Then God said to him in the dream, “Yes, I know that you have done this in the integrity of your heart, and it was I who kept you from sinning w against me. Therefore I did not let you touch her.
Genesis 50:19-20
19 But Joseph said to them, “Do not fear, for am I in the place of God? 20 As for you, you meant evil against me, but i God meant it for good, to bring it about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today.
Psalm 115:3
3 Our God is in the heavens;
he does all that he pleases.
Psalm 135:6
6 Whatever the Lord pleases, he does,
in heaven and on earth,
in the seas and all deeps.
Proverbs 16:4
4 The Lord has made everything for its purpose,
even q the wicked for the day of trouble.
Proverbs 16:9
9 The heart of man plans his way,
but z the Lord establishes his steps.
Proverbs 19:21
21 Many are the plans in the mind of a man,
but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand.
Proverbs 20:24
24 A man's steps are from the Lord;
how then can man understand his way?
Proverbs 21:1
21 The king's heart is a stream of water in the hand of the Lord;
he turns it wherever he will.
Isaiah 10:5-7
5 Ah, Assyria, the rod of my anger;
the staff in their hands is my fury!
6 Against a godless nation I send him,
and against the people of my wrath I command him,
to take spoil and seize plunder,
and to tread them down like the mire of the streets.
7 But he does not so intend,
and his heart does not so think;
but it is in his heart to destroy,
and to cut off nations not a few;
Isaiah 14:27
27 For the Lord of hosts has purposed,
and who will annul it?
His hand is stretched out,
and who will turn it back?
Isaiah 43:12-13
12 I declared and saved and proclaimed,
when there was no strange god among you;
and you are my witnesses,” declares the Lord, “and I am God.
13 Also henceforth I am he;
there is none who can deliver from my hand;
I work, and who can turn it back?”
Isaiah 46:9-10
9 remember the former things of old;
for I am God, and there is no other;
I am God, and there is none like me,
10 declaring the end from the beginning
and from ancient times things not yet done,
saying, ‘My counsel shall stand,
and I will accomplish all my purpose,’
Lamentations 3:37
37 Who has spoken and it came to pass,
unless the Lord has commanded it?
Daniel 4:34-35
34 At the end of the days I, Nebuchadnezzar, lifted my eyes to heaven, and my reason returned to me, and I blessed the Most High, and praised and honored p him who lives forever, for his dominion is an everlasting dominion, and his kingdom endures from generation to generation;
35 all the inhabitants of the earth are accounted as nothing,
and he does according to his will among the host of heaven
and among the inhabitants of the earth;
and none can stay his hand
or say to him, “What have you done?”
Acts 4:27-28
27 for truly in this city there were gathered together against your u holy servant Jesus, v whom you anointed, both Herod and Pontius Pilate, along with the Gentiles and the peoples of Israel, 28 to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place.
Romans 9:18-23
18 So then he has mercy on whomever he wills, and he hardens whomever he wills.
19 You will say to me then, “Why does he still find fault? For who can resist his will?” 20 But who are you, O man, to answer back to God? Will what is molded say to its molder, “Why have you made me like this?” 21 Has the potter no right over the clay, to make out of the same lump d one vessel for honorable use and another for dishonorable use? 22 What if God, desiring to show his wrath and to make known his power, has endured with much patience vessels of wrath prepared for destruction, 23 in order to make known the riches of his glory for vessels of mercy, which he has prepared beforehand for glory—